I don't really know what to say. Dyed my hair...now it's gone all streaky and all over my hands..so now my hands are purple..it looks shit. Today is a very bad day for me. Not sure what i feel right now...so i'm not sure if this s worth reading. Everything is getting to me today...whatever i eat isn't good enough...i read the calories on everything, just to drive myself that little bit further to the edge, and it works. Even breathing is taking up energy now. All i want to do is snuggle up with L..the BF, i'll call him that, as it does play a significance in our relationship. You know, L is the character from Death Note, the animé? You guys should watch it, its very good, although very confusing at times.
So i'm currently sitting on my bed, with a horrible taste in my mouth of nothingness. Depression is a demon of a thing. Gets you when you least expect it.
All i want to do is feel normal. Beautiful?
Astra x
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I wish you could feel beautiful. You are. And you'll know that one day. xxx
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