40.6KG!!!!!!!!!!

Hello beautiful people,

Well, i had a doctors appointment today ( for my contraceptive injection) and then found out, the nurse wanted to weigh me....i was thinking SHIT. And started to panic....

The numbers on the scales moved about, until they finally stopped.......

40.6KG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thats, 89.5lbs!!!!!

I felt elated!!!! No more 90's for me :)

Of course the nurse said, are you ok, you've lost weight, are you eating well..etc..etc

So of course i said yes course! I'm fine.

LIES.

But who cares???

Fucking 89.5!!!!!!! :D

And the way i've managed it?

Eat little bits throughout the day, with a little exercise, it cuts out binging, and your metabolism burns the food off easy :)

Only problem with this weight loss is that my eczema comes back..BAD.

It's sooooooooooooooo freaking itchy and red :(

Not attractive.

And i seem to bruise really easily...i have little ones all over my legs for no reason at all....

I've also finished re-decorating my room! Looks a little naked now though..need to buy some accessories. And i've cleaned my carpet with cleaner so much now to try to get rid of makeup stains, it's literally saturated in the stuff! Oooppss....

Some people when depressed sometimes turn to drink, or drugs..i  turn to cleaning like a maniac!

I get so so frustrated when there is a tiny little stain now.

I have to keep busy though. Can't let my thoughts get hold.

Keep busy. Keep busy.Keep busy!!!!!!

I love you,

Astra x