Hey girls,
This is short and sweet, because right now i've gone actually
INSANE.
Me and S have fallen out.
My head is a complete mess
I'M FASTING!!!!!!!!!
I don't care right now....i've just lost it....
I need to cut.
But i wont..because i've just got back to college after the Xmas holidays.
I don't want them seeing my arms...
I'M SORRY.
I LOVE YOU ALL
Astra x
Oh, love,
ReplyDeleteplease don't lose yourself.
Hang in there, even though you don't see the point.
You've got to hangin in there; the point will come later.
Just... Hang in there.
x
Keep fighting beautiful. You're strong for not cutting, whatever the reason. Lots of love xxx
ReplyDeleteI´m really sorry about S.
ReplyDeletePlease don´t cut sweetie, remember we are all here for you
xxxx
So i know it's 5PM in the united kingdom right now and this post is over 15 hours old. But i just wanted to say that you DIDN"T FAIL. You are here, you are reaching out, and it sounds like you didn't cut. I have this favorite quote, "Success is not final and failure is not fatal. It is the courage to continue that counts." Hope that helps a little. Love you<3
ReplyDeleteHang in there, luv! Hope everything works out with S.
ReplyDeleteYou're lovely. <3
I miss you. <3
ReplyDeleteHello girls I have returned to blogger after trying to lose weight the healthy way and developing a better mental health I gave up I threw it all away to become "Delicate!!" Threw all my hard work away so I could eat from one extreme to another, to get to my goals quicker!! As many of us do we give up and think it will be easier and quicker to try a stupid diet which you only end up binging and back to square one!!
ReplyDeleteI am ashamed of my choices and want to continue down my path of being healthy!! I can not believe I nearly threw it all away!! I have decided to give it my all 100% and nothing less!! I will reach my GOALS but in a HEALTHY way!!
I too want to look great in a Bikini, in that Little Party Dress, in those CK Jeans but I want to ROCK them without feeling GUILTY, without LYING to all those around me and to not be KILLING MYSELF in the process!! I want to look HOT in ULTIMATE HEALTH and HAPPINESS, I want to have AWESOME SELF ESTEEM and I want to ROCK CONFIDENCE!! I want to earn the JOY of achieving HEALTH - HAPPINESS - SELF ESTEEM and CONFIDENCE the right way not the wrong way!! I want this more than anything in LIFE and I am going to get it !! It is now or never, there is no looking back!! Please support me and I will return the favor!! I choose to follow girls with distorted eating as I feel they understand what I am going through compared to "normal eating" girls they just think I am crazy!!
http://never----ever----give----up.blogspot.com/2011/02/one-place-to-another.html
I am putting this every where because I know I will influence at least one person out in this great big world to never give up and to keep trying!!
Astra - how are you doing lately? x x
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